iRma’s Random Ramblings

.. As much as I hate your unreliability, wordpress.. I still feel tempted to add more entries tonight. Quite weird. Although I have lots of thoughts on my mind all the time, I rarely share them with anyone. Usually I’ll be doing something else like cooking or sightseeing while in the background my mind is actively working, evaluating, thinking about an issue from many perspectives, imagining a situation, and at the end come up with a conclusion. My mind is a complex one. But by the time I log in to my blog, my mind just went BLANK. The hardest part is writing the first sentence! I’ll be spending a few minutes in front on my laptop.. writing, deleting, re-writing, deleting the first paragraph until I feel satisfied before I proceed with my thoughts. Most of the time, by then my mood in sharing are already ruined..and I just logged off without updating my blog(s). Hehe.

Yeah. I have a number of blogs before. A few at blogspot.com… and one on Friendster(which I mainly use as an archive for the results of the quizzes that I’ve done).. and now I’m trying my hand at wordpress.. I like the theme which I’m using now. It doesn’t look like the usual “Ima”. I admit it. Those who know me well will expect me to use something with bold or sweet colours, fun & colourful.. but this time around I feel more at ease using a simple theme for my blog. Heh. Question for the day “Am I getting more mature?”

Hmm.. right now I’m listening to New Editions’ I’m Still In Love With You. Pergh! Jiwang giler.

I’m still the man for you
And I’m still the man that’s true
And I’m still the man who’s lucky
And I’m still in love with you
It don’t matter what your friends do
They’re just jealous of me and you
And I’ll always keep you happy
‘Cause I’m still in love with you
I’m still in love

The song was released back in 1996.. But I just knew its existence this year. Came across the song while looking for some songs on my LimeWire. Sigh. I’m quite bored since my BitTorrent can’t be used now. Not sure what causes the problem, but everytime I open the programme, my computer slows down. Huh. So I have to close it. It has been going on for 2 weeks now and I have done everything from repairing my Windows using the Recovery CD to deleting some movies file for extra space to defragmenting etc.. But to no avail. Hmm.. so my last resort is uninstalling the BitTorrent and get myself a new one. Huhu. Maybe I’ll do it tonight since I plan to download Anugerah Industri Muzik from torrentmalaya. Can’t miss the event!!

Anyway, I just discovered a few sites which offer Online TV. So, have been spending the last 3 days watching Radio Television Brunei on my laptop. Tried watching RTM, but seems like there’s some problem with its link. Sigh. Hmm… nak tak nak, tengok je la RTB tu. At first I got headaches trying to adjust my ears to their Bahasa Baku.. hehe.. I just found it quite hard to accept people talking in a very formal way (if the same way of talking is used in Malaysia), because in Semenanjung Malaysia, the Bahasa Baku is only used in formal occassions and at times people even (jokingly)call it as bahasa skema. Huhu.. No offence to my dearie Borneo friends. This is just a personal opinion of mine. But still, I’m thankful to be able to watch a Malay tv when my bittorrent is completely unusable now. Sigh.

Hmm… OK. I feel like vamoosing for the 3rd time now for tonight. LOL. Maybe I’ll be back later if I got anything else to say. Hehe.

errr… this thing is quite addictive huh?